Saturday, January 27, 2007 @ 8:27 AM:
Hihihi everyone!!
Yeah its been awhile since i updated and i wont be updating so often >.>
Unless i get loaded with emotions of course
And therefore i shall spill them on my wonderful and extremly dead blog ^_^
26/1/07
Sec1 CampFire!
Yay Yay Yay!!! Went to the campfire right after training ended.
I was really disappointed when none of my mates apart from the PSLs stayed back to watch the fun
But, ah nvm i had my fun anyways :)
Lets see now why did i go to the campfire i wonder?
Aw its because i loved the sec1s of course! Thoes cute little chubby things, so small so short so nerdy(most of them) makes you wana cuddle them while you sleep....
Errr I totaly did not say that k?
I went to the campfire to errm.... ah yes i remembered! Its to oogle at the girls from international of course! Duh im a guy too you know? Gawd some of them were hot, i meanjust look at their
opps did that come out too?
Like i say again, i did not say that.
Yeah i went to the campfire cause i just wanted to jump into the fun i guess?
Its been 2 years already since campfire, YES 2 LONG YEARS.
It rained though.
Yeah it started to drizzle while the fire just started burning xD
If you ever took time to knowticed, how the gentle loving rain that mysteriously falls from above our heads, how it reflected against the yellowish orange lights and how clear and beuatifull it was?
I can understand when i say this sort of shit, majority of you guys mostly give me this strange funny look, yeah whatever i hate you guys.
While everyone was staring at the fire, merrying, singing, laughing, i bet hardly anyone looked up to see how wonderfull it was. Everything really felt silent to me, i seriously dont remember hearing anything while i was stoning there.
Remebered about my sec1 campfire, about my sec1 orientation camp,my 1 year in class 207, my another 1 year in 207, my PSLs, my friends, my life up till date as a josephian, knowing that the fact that its already been 2 years since i entered this school. It didnt felt real, that its already been 2 long years when i was in the shoes of a sec1, and knowning that all this happiness i felt at that momment would be taken away from me i just another 2 more years.
Yes i got real emo when i thought about all that shit. I know you guys wont understand cause you dont think like me and dont say anything negative about it, cause i dun wana hear it, speak in your head for me, im a wuss, im an attention seeker, im too emo to be a guy, blah blah blah, etc etc.
You can say that i really did wanted to cry, but that would be extreme self humliation wouldnt it? since most of you guys havent or wont reach that stage of thinking :)
The rained got heavier and the rest of the campfire took place in the hall, yes there were tons of EXTREMLY FUNNY SHIT, AND I DID LIKE TO EMPHASISE EXTREMLY FUNNY THINGS that happened, and i wont blog about it cause i cant be bothered :)
Yes my best pal haopu is probably the only guy that understand how i felt, and i really appreciate it :)
The others, well its up to you then ^_^
Do i need a girlfriend now?
Yes i do, but its almost impossible to find one fitting for me so i can run straight through the wall now right?
Ciao Guys!
so come on, tell me.