Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 4:25 AM:
Yes its finally the last day of the holidays :/
How tragic this is, I must say.
Most of my homework are done, still left with a few, but i have no intention to finish them by today anyways, espically chinese =O
In any case, finally school tomorrow :/
Normally I look forward to going to school, cause its the end of being alone at home, then again, being a sec3 student, i realise that out of the 35 people in 334, apart from 1 person whom I really treat as a good friend and have no feelings of negativity towards to, i almost feel that Im not close to anyone else. They may feel differently, but i feel this way. I dislike the most unexpected people, I dont feel close as a friend to quite a number of people in 334, even some from 207.
More of good friend actually.
I have not much of anyone i regard as a close friend in my life when i loook back now, only a few people whom i rarely even talk to now. Either my expectations of a close friend is too high, or its just that im mentally unstable and on the verge of ripping out someone's throat and hanging the entrails of my decapitated vicitim in the school chapel.
-.- ironic that what im saying dosent really make sense to what im thinking since i dont really give a shit nowadays
Its Humors me that some people up till 15 has a negative EQ reading. High IQ, no EQ what a noob!
Well, guess its time to play Final Fantasy 3 on my DS again eh?
To people who think im rich, for the fucking last time please shut up, lack of understading and not being and knowning my family's finical situation in the present and what it would be like in the future will make you sputter out crap. Im well aware of it, and trust me, we're not rich folks.
so come on, tell me.