Im home after training! =D

Had Guard of Honour reherseals, it was fucking screwed, but who cares! I loved it =))))

I love trainings now, its so dammn fucking fun, I love doing push ups, i love doing drills, i love shouting, I love th ewhole package! That is if you remove wei jiang out of the equation lah of course.

I want my Part Ai posting next year, and im pretty confident im gonna get it! I dont mind getting any other rank of course, as long as im in the top 6/8/9 i dont really know the exact number anyways D:

Im gonna fail my science really badly, i suck at bio phy chem, everything!

The only fun in school nowadays is training and recess, class periods i feel so isolated, fuck it who gives a shit you n00bs.

Gah im feeling better after training now i really love my part mates, most of them actually = O

Birthday is ever closer! I dont have any plans for it, if you guys want go out or smth, please feel free to ask me.

Im gonna drop a whole load of cash in desperation of self pitty and emo-ness, have to save up more cash for now :D

AP 2007!~ Yeah im updating again! =D

Been pretty lonely the past few days, dont feel close to anyone at all, my interests seems so different from everyone else, no one to really talk to, etc etc.

Its hard to just say 'i dont give a fuck about it' anymore, i used to think being alone was okay, since i wasnt breaking down or thinking irrelevant thoughts, but now just so much different.

Its no point being emo over BGR crap, frankly i dont give a shit anymore, im not gonna give a dammn anymore untill i want to, so fuck yourselves bitches ^_^

Ya im very vulgar, but who gives a shit, i dont care if you need to sponge my mouth till its squeaky clean, i'll just fart in your fucking face till you suffocate and die. But never judge a book by its cover, im not a shallow person.

Such a lonely ass, but what the fuck who gives a fucking shit anyway, i cant be fucked to do anything about it, would make me look like a despo ass and social outcast.

Whats the Worst Thing I Can Say
Things are Better if I stay
So Long and Goodnight
So Long and Goodnight

Helena

Life is nothing more than a mirage of fairytale roses.

Birthday comming soon, i should feel happy ;D

Yeah im turning anti social. Gah well another entry made by little me

Had the hindu temple visit today, we were all freaked out by the thought of SWEET PORRIDGE LIKE WTF? But really, the food was kinda good and the visit wasnt as bad as i had though =D

Me and tim took a couple of ghey pictures together with zack, i think i shant upload them incase they decapitate me rip my organs out of me and hang them somewhere in orchard D:




Thats all for today for now D:

Slacking too much for studies already guess im gonna screw up this term again D:

Guess my bday is comming soon, nothing much for a whishlist anyways so cheers ^^V SJI NCC company camp 2007 has finally ended! =D

What do i have to say about it?

It was screwed.

Why?

Cause the whole lot screwed up disimissal parade infront of all the parents.

LOL

Next year better have reherseal first -.-


However, apart from that, camp was still very very much fun. Everytime when i look back at all the shit me and my pals whent through whether if its from Wei Jiang, or whoever else, its always so much fun =D

I had my appointments during camp.
For day 1, I was bunk blackhawk's IC
For day 2, I was choosen as Aplha company IC =)

Reflections were that, honestly, its only a little over 3 months before annual parade, before when me and my part takes over and to be very frank, we're not good enough.

I dont know who to blame actually, but at the end of the day, if we really screw up next year, then, lets just say i dun wana think about it -.-

So many people in my part so fucking screwed, bloody immatured idiots, no sense of resposibility, no nothing at all. Because of them, its really hard to have a proper group of functioning NCOs next year.

To be very frank, i don really like the CLTs, they interfer too much, its because of one simple thing, taking charge when there's still some people you grew up fearing and now not only do they closely supervise you, but also having to work with them, is completely different from taking over and being fully in charge.

I dont blame them, they just dun wana see us screw up like how we already are now.

Its real depressing, very depressing -.-

Hopefully next year we wont screw up next year's batch, and it aint gonna be easy, but for thoes guys who truly feel responsible for next year, we'll fucking make it.

Cheers for 07/07/07 =D School's been good so far so thats real good ;D

Great news that i learnt today, SJI Annual Parade will be postphoned form 8 August to 7 July yay~~~

07/07/07 great date =DDDD

Swimming carnival tomorrow @_@
Im in the 2nd last event, which is the 4x50 sec 3 relay :D

Nothing much else for today, bye now! Yes its finally the last day of the holidays :/
How tragic this is, I must say.

Most of my homework are done, still left with a few, but i have no intention to finish them by today anyways, espically chinese =O

In any case, finally school tomorrow :/
Normally I look forward to going to school, cause its the end of being alone at home, then again, being a sec3 student, i realise that out of the 35 people in 334, apart from 1 person whom I really treat as a good friend and have no feelings of negativity towards to, i almost feel that Im not close to anyone else. They may feel differently, but i feel this way. I dislike the most unexpected people, I dont feel close as a friend to quite a number of people in 334, even some from 207.

More of good friend actually.

I have not much of anyone i regard as a close friend in my life when i loook back now, only a few people whom i rarely even talk to now. Either my expectations of a close friend is too high, or its just that im mentally unstable and on the verge of ripping out someone's throat and hanging the entrails of my decapitated vicitim in the school chapel.

-.- ironic that what im saying dosent really make sense to what im thinking since i dont really give a shit nowadays

Its Humors me that some people up till 15 has a negative EQ reading. High IQ, no EQ what a noob!

Well, guess its time to play Final Fantasy 3 on my DS again eh?

To people who think im rich, for the fucking last time please shut up, lack of understading and not being and knowning my family's finical situation in the present and what it would be like in the future will make you sputter out crap. Im well aware of it, and trust me, we're not rich folks. Yay NCC Air Gold Wing Course Phase 1 2007 has finally ended!!! =D

The course wasnt as bad as i thought it would have been, but neither less, because of some fucking retarded people, the course would have been much much more pleasent without them.

From what Air units you may ask?
Im not gonna say it anyways, but most of the fucking wh0re asses were, of from the same race.
The schools that went were,
SJI, ACS(I), St.Pat's, St.Gab's, Zhenghua, North View, Unity, Catholic High, Changi and Dunmen(2 people only LAWLZ) up to you to decide which units that consisted mostly of fucking retartds who cant fucking know when to shutup, and were bloody attention seeking, giving their fucking lame comments WHICH THEY SAID OUT LOUD when the CLTs, RSAF personal were talking. Total Lack of respect and self control.

FUCK YOU ASSHOLES

I fucking hate them, the course would have been much better without them, MUCH MUCH better.
It humors me that my school is up against a total bunch of lunatic morons for the best NCC unit, its an obvious pattern, the well behaved units during the course liks SJI and ACS(I) got their best Air unit awards, while the others all are just fucking lame i tell you, even Godwin couldnt tahan during the talk cock secions with the CLTs, even when the CLTs gave us fucking slack and allowed us to bullcrap, they just couldnt shutup, even when the CLTs were in the process of talking their crap, THOSE ASSES HAD TO CUT IN, ACTUALLY THEY CANT SHUT UP, 90% OF THE CRAP THAT CAME OUT OF THEM WERE NOT FUNNY, NOT FUCKING FUNNY AT ALL, YOU DO THAT IN SJI, WE TAUPOK YOU.

I just cant emphasize how much i hate them, how much they fucking think that their dammn funny, 97% of my part will fucking agree with me.

PLEASE NOTE: I AM NOT SAYING THAT SJI UNIT IS PERFECT, WE HAVE OUR OWN ASSHOLES TOO. NOT TO FORGET THAT THE OTHER AIR UNITS DO NOT CONSIST OF ONLY MORONS, THE FACT IS THEY HAVE MORE BLACK THEN WHITE SHEEPS AND CAUSE ALL THE FUCKING SHIET. SOME OF THE OTHER UNITS WERE WELL BEHAVED TOO, I JUST FORGOT THEIR SCHOOL NAMES.

Some dumb St.Gab's guy tried to kb us, WANT KB US? GET YOUR UNIT BEHIND YOU FIRST LAH! God what the hell is wrong with people these days?

Spec's course is up next, hope i get a nice CLT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!
My dad's 59 today, and he'll be 60 by next year!

Last day of school today whooo~
Report books were given today, and taken back again for Parent teacher meeting tomorrow. You know what? I realised that my chinese marks were left out! Why? Because there's this piece of paper with our marks on and we're suppose to check our results and sign on it, apparently, i didnt check that my chinese marks werent there! =D Tim and me were the only two with missing marks (>.")>

Today's training was great, cause it lasted only 1 hour! All we did was put our bags, waited for NCC land to finish with the parade, given our Gold Wing forms, and Miss Lim let us off~ THANKS MISS LIM @_@

Me and Xun stayed back to loiter around school to see the other UGOs drilling, LOL i tell you the Air sec1s are blooddy small i tell you, its like when they wore the uniforms they were given today, it covered all the way to their knees. AMAZING =O

I know im ghey, i took picts of them while they were fitting on the uniforms LOL, dun worry no p0rn =/

Had dinner at fiesta at Jurong Point! It was dad's birthday, and we looooove~ japanese food! My dad dosent have a wallet -.- he's looking for a normal wallet with no pockets or whatsoever, just the flaps and with a sort of like safety clip thing to clip his money on it LOL

I've finally decided on kick ass graphics and all time famous games over new interactive game play! Thats right, its PS3 for me next next year after O level results!~ Dun worry i still <3~ nintendo! The nintendo DS will be MINE by end of this weeek, depending on my results, and mood, mum will probably either pay for the whole thing, subsidise it, or not pay for it at all =.o

The world, no matter how I look at it, to me is such a beautifull place =)
Whether if the sun is shinning, the rain is falling, the winds are blowing, I appreciate the simple things in life that most of us just whisp by, and not knowtice, everything is just so simple and groovy =D Updated yet once again!

Finally got back my results, as expected and predicited since day 1 of term 1 this year, i did badly =D
Results are as follow :
English 58% C5
Chinese 53% C6
E Maths 53% C6
A Maths 75% A1
Biology 60% B4
Physics 61% B4
Chemistry 78% A1
Elective history 75% A1
Full Geography 68% B3

L1R5:15

I think thoes are my results, cant really remember actually but its still really bad and pathetic and its not up to my expectations because i have viturally no committments at all that can effect my results apart from my own high levels of stupidity cause by stupidity germs lurking and fusing with my brain cells causing an increase in stupidity level and will result in temporary lost of sanity if nothing is done.

Guess i have to buy my own nintendo ds and FFlll then

Hard to believe that 334 life is fucking slack compared to the other less subs classes, but its still great =D

During PE today we had relay runs! 200m per person and theres 7 teams? My group was like LOL.
1st person was MARCUS CHAN LOL, he was last
2nd person was scholar WILLIAM, he got second last
3rd person was ME :DDDDD, I was third last
4th person was SIRONG, he was 2nd LOL
then after that i forgot who ran! But my team got into 1st whooO~, lost some lead, then got to 2nd! then after that, sreyas, our fastest long distant runner, ran the sprint at his normal pacing speed! We got last!

PS3 release is tomorrow at $800! Im getting mine next year and theres already 3 PS3 games i wana play! :D

~_~

Things didnt go the way how i had hoped them for, but no matter, life still goes on. Updated again :D!

Pretty much the usual sunday, actually its getting real boring now -.-

Apart from tuition, i pretty much played pokemon and read eden over and over again~

Real boring nowadays, need a new flame to keep me alive and kicking before and die of bordem, which will more or less come pretty soon.

Boring post, made by a boring person of course!

I thought i would ask her today, but she dao me at 7.46pm :/

End of today's post!

I'll be adam,
You'll be eve,
Forever together
In our garden,
Eden Yay another update by me -.-!

Came back from training today, as always training is very screwed, so much so i dunno what to think of anymore, i totally turned off during trainig! The timing i gave was screwed, the drills i did were sloppy, and _|_|_|_

If im not wrong, we're the last legacy of the 2005 batch of NCOs, they placed their hopes on us, trained us thinking that we would be able to bring glory to SJINCCAir again, in contrast to how screwed up it is now, after today's training, i realised that my part, is far from what we were back in 2005, mainly cause more people dun give a fuck now and thoes who give a fuck arent really that good either.

I feel real responsible for taking over after august this year, but its still kinda a long way away its only 5 more months!

Top 9 has been decided for me and im sure some of the others, its pretty obvious who gets top 9 and who dont fucking desereve it at all.

WHEEEE~ COME TO THINK OF IT, I CANT WAIT FOR ANNUAL PARADE WHICH IS ON 8 AUGUST, PLEASE COME SEE ME EVERYONE~~!

Gawd, i think im never ever gonna get married! Just kidding, who can resist me? LOL


Beloved. WHOOOOO~ updating pretty often now ^^V

I cant be fucking bothered about my chinese anymore thats what i realised recently, but i still cant fail it and _|_

Read today's straight times, realised that 9 year old kids are getting babies by 14 year old horny boys. I COULDNT FUCKING BELIEVE IT LAH? FOR GOD'S SAKE SHE'S ONLY IN PRI 3 AND SOME HORNY SEC 2 GUY WHO OBVIOUSLY KNOWS WHAT HE DOING IS ONLY WHAT SOME FILTHY DEPRIVED LOWLIFE SCUM LICKING SHITBAG WHO NEVER HAD SEX IN HIS WHOLE LIFE AND HAS AN EXTREME ERECTAL DISFUNCTION AND CAN ONLY SHIT OUT THROUGH HIS DICK WOULD DO.

Gawd

The more i think about it the more i feel like smashing that fucker's head, the girl's only pri 3 so its understandable that she dosent know wtf their doing, but, that horny ass had to fuck her everyday after school, thinking that he can take advantage of her, thinking that she hasnt have the ablitiy to bare kids yet and poof! this shit happens -.-

The more i think about it, the more i realise how crazy modern society is, fucking screwed.

I would never do underage farking cause i find it totaly wrong -.-
Seriously, i don wana screw up my life at 15 due to some navie thinking that i conjour up in my head and sudden jolts of horniness, totaly wrong.
Really hard to believe that underage sex is happening, this really shows how dumb some teens are, really fucking dumb i tell you, such acts are really inexcusable, irresponsible, youre not only screwing up your future if you do it, most probably your parent's too, unless parental permission is given of course, _|_

The life of a 334 Josephian in 2007 is great ^^V, no homework ultra slack lessons, an equally ultra pathetic results(for me of course)

Ah yes one more thing, if you send me messages or call me and i nvr seem to reply or pick up, please note that i got 7 messages at one go when i called my mum today, yes N73s are screwed.



Pieces of my love,
just for you,
my beloved.

Ronald Chump
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Quitted online gaming to get a life back, yeah life rules.
AND I WANA SEE NAGAS RULE THE WORLD :D

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